By the time I was in middle school, I regularly experienced abdominal pain. It neither occurred to me or my family that this pain might be due to regular overeating. The GI doctors took scans and watched my digestion after eating a donut, but didn’t catch anything irregular.
When I was a freshman in college, I began practicing Yoga. Within a few years of practice, my abdominal cramping went away. I attribute this to the increased circulation and life force the yoga asanas sent to my digestive organs. During the summer of my sophomore year, I went to a Yoga Teacher Training Program. I read in one of the ancient Yoga texts, the Hatha Yoga Pradipika, that overeating is the root of all disease.
When I read this, a light bulb turned on inside my head and I realized that I needed to exercise discipline not just with the types of foods I put into my body, but the amount as well. For the next decade, I tried with little success to curb the amount of food I was eating. I found this extremely difficult as overeating had been a lifelong habit and addiction of mine.
This inability to control my food intake was the main contributor to the depression I experienced throughout my twenties. It wasn’t the overeating itself, but what it implied: an inability to control my own mind and body. I was a slave to my addiction and couldn’t bring myself to stop even though I knew it was hurting me mentally, emotionally and physically.
Throughout college and after college, even though my abdominal cramps went away, I experienced a number of other health issues including losing my period for ten months and having a swollen face for two years. Both of these problems were resolved through attending an Ayurvedic pancha karma center in Iowa when I was 24.
I continued to experience depression and overeating throughout my twenties. These challenges gradually resolved themselves through rigorous training in developing my positive mind. I witnessed incremental increases in self-confidence and I slowly eliminated people and situations from my life that didn’t serve me.
Meeting my husband Michael was the greatest external indication of several deep metamorphoses. When we came together, through his support and inspiration, I spring-boarded into several better habits.
While we will implement four main practices in this course, whole30, intermittent fasting, ketogentic diet, and the seasonal adaptation of foods, I have found intermittent fasting to be the most helpful tool by far. I pray you will find a way to implement this practice for the rest of your life.
This course is an expression of my desire to aid others to create a healthy relationship with their food and to reach their target health goals.
Each of us carries a wound. That wound belongs to us as individuals. We also carry it as part of the collective wound of humanity. We have the opportunity in our lifetime to be pulled under by that wound or to transmute it and turn it to something higher. This transmutation not only heals us as individuals, it contributes to the collective healing. Thank you for believing in and valuing yourself enough to be here!